The person of the year, and is a boy again, pleasing doesn't be talked with this kind of tone not very good?You say like this that will make me feel, I am very weak vessel ……you before isn't to once say, will you believe mine?"
"Okay, good of ……I believe you be."Thousand leaves smile to repeatedly nod.
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At start on journey to leave Tokyo of a day ago, Chu-tien's fixing had been seeming to be very silent:Since make people could not see to the departure that has already got into to pour to account of sad, can not see either live to the student abroad who will soon arrive of imagine.
That evening, thousand leaves hear he turn over to reply to go to in the room of play that song 《Best of My Love 》 .She thinks that he definitely didn't have confidence as well ……even if is music genius Chu-tien to fix,can not affirm, lead for 35 years after, that lover of his still still stood to wait him at first ……
Until this a moment, she just from his music in read he today true mood:Is current to boundless unknowable future fear and worries, also have stopped down towards having to temporarily put the not giving up of the next lover …… she originally just at viewpoint Cao examining of data, at this time involuntarily, listen to his to give musical performance quietly.
When that song is again arrived the ninth, she feels that she a little bit sits not to live.She once fixed to once say to Chu-tien, he was her one of the persons in this most important in this world, however, at he will a person far leave for when the heavy ocean attends school even if discover that he is to resemble so Huang sad, what does she do for him again?Have peace of mind for him to get through the courage and confidence that studies abroad time for 35 years?She isn't God, didn't predict ability ……so, how can take no responsibility ground to comfort him to say again, he likes of the person, will definitely wait him, can't definitely fall in love with other people?
But have to order what ……
She thoughts of here, the Huo ground station is started and comes out room in quick time and arrives at Chu-tien to fix the front of door and loudly calls him:"Fix!"
Chu-tien fixed to right away stop giving musical performance, the side was overdo to come, looking at her:"You ……occupy?"
"Take haven't ended today, hold firmly time tells toward her white ……ignore she will be what attitude, also ignore you will be what result, I think, the head quarter compares to endure long hardship yourself to like like this."
Chu-tien fixs to look at her quietly and finally and difficultly vomited six words:"Now ……can not also."
"But you ……"
Chu-tien fixed wry smile for a while:"If ……if I was brokenhearted today, I return how does the going or staying learn?"
If thousand leaves listenned to him, the momentary language fills.She is silent a short moment, the ground of You You sighed tone:"This pours is also ……" however, she soon then invigorated, "fix, don't you ever think too many ……probably, true such as what you say, when you come back, everyone still keeps keeping the status in nowadays, what didn't change ……I think, this possibility is also existent.So, you aren't worrying too much.The ―― can't occupy."
Chu-tien fixed to order to nod.He suddenly the station start and walk to her in front, slightly embraced her for a while and soon after released her:"Thank you.Tree, do you know?Having no what is more happy than seeing you to me ……make me feel a happy matter more."
Thousand leaves are tiny tiny a smile:"I also thank you.However, you say so, make me suddenly think of you once said of another words ……you said, even if the whole world was all very unfortunate, want ～only she was happy good ……"
"That's right.It really is similar meaning."Chu-tien fixs to smile a Han head, " you with she, to me, originally difficult cent which lightly which heavy."
Thousand leaves wish, happy ……21 in the last yearses, at her parents' feelings still time of thick Du, she is certainly happy;During the days in the senior high school, and many farmlands believed, the rock farmland guarded and ascend original sun a they together is basketball and madness, certainly is also happy;This in the last years fixs to become younger brother Jie a life in the same under the eaves with Chu-tien, naturally, is still also happy of ……can now, these happiness all 66 continuously and continuously leave her but went to ……
But new of happiness, this a moment, again where still?It will at when, with how of does the way again come her life?
Second sky noon, thousand leaves one sends to Chu-tien to fix a Narita Airport.Probably because boarding of time is in the cause that the penny a ground approaches, everyone becomes an abnormality silent and leave of the meaning also therefore get to specially bring into relief.Thousand leaf the friend look for for breaking this kind of dignified to make people a little bit breathe heavily however the atmosphere for annoying smiled to open mouth:"Is small to fix, free come back from making a phone call."
Chu-tien fixs"H'm"1:"My meeting of."
"There are no close relatives at you nearby, you have to look after good you ……one holiday, come back."The ocean son sobs to say.
Previously, fixing to Chu-tien can there is an opportunity to study abroad in England, she has been seeming to be very happy,beats by dre studio hd.However, a this everyday, even each each time engrave all in the place that intensively presents to public a departure, she even if again strong also unbearable.After all, Chu-tien is high to arrive so greatly, never and in a moment once left her ……besides, to her, this son is absolutely stiller more important than her own life ……at the thought of he will a person arrive foreign country other place go to alone living, may eat a lot of bitternesses, she feels that the heart,such as knife, wrings.
"I knew.Mama, you don't cry ……I have been 20 years old, isn't what child …… I will look after own very."Chu-tien fixs certainly also very sad at this time, he not too dare the face of orthoptic mother's eyes swollen and inflamed, change direction thousand leaf the friend look for, " uncle, you also want to take care of health, don't always and your those colleagues go out to drink ……so will drink the body bad."
Thousand leaf the friend look for very happy that this concerns so himself/herself after the son:"I will notice.Is small to fix, you by yourself is also.It is said that the weather of England isn't so good ……it has become cold, wears several more clothes."
"I knew."Chu-tien fixed to order to nod.
Thousand leaves stand in machine hall in the waiting of Narita Airport to looking at person's bearer to go toward quietly.1 kind comes more more to thickly leave sorrow don't the clue controled her.She also not too dares to see the shape that the ocean son sheds tears, afraid that oneself will also cannot help but falling in tears.
She is that kind of person who hardly shed tears, but once the lachrymal gland is offended to open, tears will the flood being like to overflow is similar rampant ……she doesn't think in the time of departure, it fix Chu-tien to see their face of wet eye faintness.
This time, regardless is many farmland letters, still ascend original sun a, to her, all have already become a kind of faraway but aerily concern about.And now, Chu-tien's fixing is leaving her ……however, common saying well said, the man has ambition at everywhere, so, this also not is what bad matter.After all, she can make sure at least, after 35 years, Chu-tien fixs to definitely also come back.He is her younger brother, so-called close relatives, be destine the people who will have tying down of whole life;But so-called lover, even if this a moment still and just and nearby, you descend a moment but may with your form together stranger, even is quarrel ……she suddenly thoughted of what:"Fix, if summer leave can not come back, I perhaps will see you ……because I also want to see my mother in London."
"Good, I wait you over there."Chu-tien fixed to smile to order to nod.He thinks that this summer, if can be quite good with thousand leaves' gathering in the romantic Britain island to pours.He thoughted of at this time that last summer always can not go to of the trip of Hokkaido, "tree, I think, scenery like that, should will also have in a certain country in England."
Thousand leaves' one Zhengs, immediately understood he says of is the scenery drawn by that oil painting in the room of he:"I think is also.―― By that time let's seek together."
"Okay.Agree verbally so."
A sweet female voice beginning at broadcast to press a traveller who go to three islands in England in system preparation boarding.That is very a kind of the program turn of even is some voices of mechanizations, don't take the feelings color of one silk ten cents.Probably working in the places such as airport, wharf or station etc. is long, used to see a departure, will to the non- normal that leaves this kind of life gradually lose ordinary people originally should have of sensitive.
The ocean son cannot helped but any further at this time and finally cried voice:"Is small to fix ……" she tightly Ye wear the lovely son's hand, loathe to give up loose open.Thousand leaves see in the eye, not and from forbidden ground heart a sour, tears
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